Choices

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Wasn't supposed to ask for bigger things in life

If your hands are small

To carry

But regardless

the heart is small too

And heavy

But still, I'd carry.

Love that i don't wish to be forced into

But the loss that I could not afford to have

Which one is heavier and difficult

I have yet to decide.

Until then, I'd carry this small heavy heart

and let time (and tears) provide ease.

eventually.


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