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Agar dia hilang dari bumi.

Ada satu hal tentang diri saya yang harus saya ubah, untuk kebaikan diri sendiri. Saya terlalu percaya sama orang, terlalu naive. Maybe, simply stupid.

 People take advantages on me. Like one man did........ he's the first.

 Betapa saya kerap berdoa kepada Tuhan, agar dia hilang dari bumi. Biar dia hilang dari my mind.

 Kerna dia, I feel very stupid. How can I blatantly, stupidly believe a man out of my family circle?

 Syukur kepada Tuhan, Dia beri saya petunjuk. I was the one who asked to end 'us' because ada suara dalam hati yang kerap sekali cuba meyakini saya bahawa saya tidak akan boleh suka that person. read: cinta.

 Rupanya ada hikmah yang paling besar Tuhan pernah beri buat saya. I Thank You, God. Alhamdulillah. Tidak lama selepas itu, hikmah itu baru muncul.

 Until one day, a friend of mine told dia sudah ada pengganti. Sudah lama bersama rupanya, even before saya dengan dia.

that old friend of mine, sebenarnya sudah lama mengingatkan saya sejak dari awal, bahwa…

My gems.

Little did I know that my life would turn out this bad?good? hahaha i didn't sign up for this kind of life. God, help me to get through please?
                I'm fine. Totallly fine. I'm enjoying every second of my degree life. Well, If you think it's hard, it'll be hard. and don't ever think It's easy and take it easy pulakk. Hahahaha :D. A week ago was our (first year medical students of UiTM) VERY VERY first progress test and we already have the idea of the torture we gonna get for pro exam. What makes it hard are; Negative marking & BEST ANSWER QUESTIONS (which, basically all the options stated are right but you have to choose the very best out of that many. Damn). headache.
                Seniors said, its normal to fail the test no matter how prepared you are to sit for the exam. But who would want to fail? Nobody. This is a matter of life and death hahahaha. Ya, i'm serious. Progress Test contributes to 30% of the total of whatever in order …
In the name of Allah the beneficent and merciful.

Ada baiknya tak jadi baik.

Whats up with that statement? Ya, it just popped out of my head 2 seconds ago when I decided to not to talk about money. Let's talk about something else.

While I was driving home from Giant (it was 9;30 am) I was stopped by a girl who gave me a signal for me to stop the car. I braked and pulled down the window.


"Kak, tolong bawa saya pergi 7E dekat dengan tesco tu tak?" Omg that was very easy. I go there everyday. Tapi....
"Oh dik, tu jauh sangatla. Akak tak tinggal situ. Buat pe nak pi situ?" I tried to not making any eye contacts at all.
"Saya nak pergi syarikat saya kat situ........." She replied with a subtle kelantanese accent. I wondered, 
Why want to go to a 'syarikat' wearing Ts and jeans, what syarikat would want to hire peopl…


I promise everyone, this post is going to be the funniest thing you'll ever had (from me)

It has been a week since I become a working lady (Alhamdulillah), mencari nafkah for anak2 noksssss. no. Okay, lets get straight to the story.

On the fourth day of working, I've been told that our baker assistant (Bijaya) had to leave Malaysia because of visas issue and our baker, (B--APETAH ok, lets name him, bismak) Bismak ni had to move to another franchise in Senawang. So, basically we'll get replacement persons for their positions. comes the new baker- Naren and asst Baker -Man Bahadur Chemjong , fuh! Man Bahadur has been staying in Malaysia for more than 7 years. 9 years- If I'm not mistaken. Therefore, he knows our slangs, cakap ajuk and the tradition in Malaysia. In simpler words, he is 6/10 Malay.

on the other hand, Naren has been staying in Malaysia for only 2 years- therefore, I am always in trouble speaking to him cuz he is still not fluent berbahasa Mala…

Holiday is about to end and thats what I'm excited for. it is so sick to have long holidays and doing nothing (yes I did, my tons of endless homework). Since yesterday, I quit myself from doing homework and stuff related to studying. Maka, karena sudah tiada apa mau dilakuin, I went through my stuff in my laci. There are lots of thing in the laci, the things with memories. So basically, it was reminiscing-memories-kind-of-night. 

And I am very excited- truly truly eager to share with you guys whats inside.

It's a diary sort of. aka my first love diary. I got this book of truth (about my feelings) of my first love. I had this when I was 16, I was in SEMESRA. I laughed to everything that I wrote inside. Let's take a look.

This was the phase where everything is of rose and diamonds and stars and sunny and sweet and smiling anytime and anywhere *YUCKS*

I named myself as Katniss bcs Hunger Games was first released when i was form 4. Acah i shot his heart and *drum …
(does simply saying salam, makes me less muslim? ok ok of course no)
All praise is to Allah, its already two months since 2016 has begun (This how people tryna make their lives complicated as they can say, ITS FEBRUARY 2016 and all the creatures will know, its the second month of the year) 
Well I can say everything that happened went so quickly like, you could miss your pace if you blink so much or you fall asleep.So when you keep your eyes open all the time, you'll see lotsa things that happen around you and learn at least something from it. So since there are another two courses (tesl & law) therefore the place is getting merrier with non-scientific students. They're loud, stress-free, smile a lot, fun and kind!

Unlike science students ( as well as engine..maybe?) We run across the block  to ensure we are not late to the next class, Passing batons to those who run faster


As we all know, nobody smil…