Never Good Enough

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i think I wanna hurt myself........... why can't I be enough? Why can;t i be good?
which one hurts the most
the knife or the nails
Imma keep my nails longer
or simply words
does it hurt?
it has to hurt
to let myself learn
to be good and enough

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