This feels just like another heartbreak. This heart aches. Aching from knowing the truth Truth hurts but does it have to hurt this way Indescribable pain. It's just that I'm getting cleverer each day To recognize the signs earlier than before What do people take me for? A fucking child. Nah it's nothing Nah you're overreacting Do I what I feel not matter? For everything that I feel, being dismissed. It hurts like a heart break. lying and not disclosing the truth are the same offence, we've agreed. You did both. And I am still tolerating. and today I just remembered I hate being cold. Because that what heart breaks feel like cold. and empty. I can't tolerate neither. ***
When someone passed He left the world for the better But It wasn't necessarily better for the person(s) he left behind The vacant bed The vacant position The empty seat Was meant for the person But He was no longer here. It was so much harder for the person(s) he left behind What do I do with these memories? This pain apparently took so long to heal Don't get me started with the regrets It pains my heart so much to even think about it. How could I leave you that night? How could you leave me so fast? Call me I promise to answer it this time Call me I promise I'll talk more Call me....... and if i decline, I promise I'll call you back this time.