Neither; none of the two.
This feels just like another heartbreak. This heart aches. Aching from knowing the truth Truth hurts but does it have to hurt this way Indescribable pain. It's just that I'm getting cleverer each day To recognize the signs earlier than before What do people take me for? A fucking child. Nah it's nothing Nah you're overreacting Do I what I feel not matter? For everything that I feel, being dismissed. It hurts like a heart break. lying and not disclosing the truth are the same offence, we've agreed. You did both. And I am still tolerating. and today I just remembered I hate being cold. Because that what heart breaks feel like cold. and empty. I can't tolerate neither. ***